aph123
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I've sent a few care packages and he said they mean everything to him. I literally knew my phone on loud every night just in case he's able to call or able to get internet and send me a message through Snapchat. We met through a mutual friend , and at first I totally didn't like him! I ignored him so much! Lol but finally I gave him attention and I'm so glad I did! I've been playing games on my phone to kinda pass the time until I fall asleep , and like I said during the day I'm okay because I'm working .. but still he's always on my mind. I wonder if he thinks about me as much as I think about him lol. But in the end we both will have our boyfriends back and things will adjust back to normal some what and that's what I'm looking forward to. We can do this !

I know , sometimes my boyfriend tells me hopeful info that he may have internet and we could communicate but then it doesn't end up happening. I cherish each letter I receive from him. Crazy how someone you have barely spent time with can mean so much! I feel like this is truly a test on our relationship. I'm definitely holding on , it's making me care for him so much more and I'm excited for the future. But also scared that the distance and time apart will make him feel otherwise. I'm trying to keep busy with work and during the day I'm okay , but at night .. it's when I miss him the most. The simple "goodnight beautiful" is what I'm missing. It's something so simple but yet means so much..

How long has your loved one been away? 6 more months for me , it seems so far away. But at the same time it feels sorta close.. I just want it all over with

Awh yay! Im so glad I found this site. I've been so sad feeling like I have I one to talk to because not a lot of people understand what we're dealing with.