Sometimes
We're the last hope and fate
For our family to take
We're the last open saving grace
When we posses a flaw
We leave our family at a door
That they're begging us to open
Yes, we try to save
The last word, our last name
Yes, we take all that they can't feel
We get up every day
We take pills, drink the pain
Trying to make it worth the wait
These four years have been the longest
Boys Like Me
I can gossip with the best
And I can put my hair like they please
I can joke and I can tease
I can flirt and I can please
Yet I'd rather drink a beer and watch footbal
I own things in pink
And I swear a martini's a good drink
I can dance and I can love
I can speak my feelings without being drunk
Yet I'd rather just keep my mouth
That's why I hang out with boys like me
They wear
Tomorrow Will Be Today
You ever laid on your floor,
realize you ain't got nowhere to go?
Have you ever cried so many tears
That you faced all your fears
About losing the only one you've loved?
You ever thought you could die
Just by missin' someone elses life?
Have you held ever breath
Because your soulmate's sometime death
Seems so damn near?
Have you drowned in your tears?
Have you faced
Do you know when I look in your eyes I go speechless?
I may write a lot, but I can't ever speak.
When I see you a million thing come flooding in my throat
Then my tongue won't work, every facility gets weak
If I could I'd tell you all my daydreams
The nights I lie awake to watch you sleep
Something about the way you touch me
Something in the secrets your eyes keep
The stupid things I do are just to watch you smile
And
I hear your words back--You think I'm stupid.
And I wonder why she thinks I'm fat.
Why can't I just fall under?
These words stamp marks upon my back
And I don't want to be the girl who lost it
And I don't want to be the one to let you sting
I don't want the alcohol to cleanse me
I don't want the smoke to keep the flies off my face
I've let these words come out to get me
I try to be the girl you would like to see
Let me