It is.. - PTSD

Traci08 · 07-16-2009, 07:00 PM

taking everything I have in me not to call or text him right now. I feel like crying so hard right now. It hurts to be completely pushed away.

hisgirl7477 · 07-16-2009, 07:07 PM

Don't!!!! This is you saying Traci means more to this world than this! Deitrich and I deserve more than this!!!!! If you call him you're telling him his behavior is ok and he can just say, do, and behave however he wants and you'll take it.

If you call him, what will change??? Play it out... last time you felt like this and called... what changed???

I've had to walk myself through that so many times. I know exactly how you feel (only less b/c we don't have a child) but i know what pain you're in. Just focus on the amazing, loving, giving, caring person you are - and ask, does he even deserve that right now????? That helps me a lot. Oh and forget the ptsd when you ask that... you have to reach the point where you say "who cares what's wrong with him! this is about me and my son!!!" If you've seen Fried Green Tomatoes... this is a TAWAAAANDAAAAAA moment!!!

Huuuugs!!! don't call him. unless something is physically wrong with deitrich or you - try not to call or email. he needs to feel what its like to not have you.

Traci08 · 07-16-2009, 07:36 PM

Hahaha! I totally laughed out loud at your Tawanda moment. God, I so needed that right now! I should find that movie and pop it in to watch it. Or the Color Purple.

I will not email, text him or call.

louisa85 · 07-16-2009, 08:12 PM

Don't do it! You know you'll regret it!

Traci08 · 07-16-2009, 08:29 PM

Yeah, I know I will.

@bby · 07-16-2009, 08:38 PM

for staying strong! i totally commend you on that. i know i would never be able to hold it all together when everything is falling apart. and i know the feeling of being pushed away and its the WORST feeling ever. so

to you

i hope you pop in a movie and have a great night

Traci08 · 07-16-2009, 08:58 PM

Thanks. I actually feel great! You guys are the best!

07-16-2009, 07:00 PM	#1 (permalink)
Traci08 Not all war wounds are visible. Join Date: Aug 2008 Posts: 589 Blog Entries: 1 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 6% Longevity: 21%	It is.. taking everything I have in me not to call or text him right now. I feel like crying so hard right now. It hurts to be completely pushed away. __________________ We were married under the waterfalls behind the Flamingo in Las Vegas, January 14, 2005.

07-16-2009, 07:36 PM	#3 (permalink)
Traci08 Not all war wounds are visible. Join Date: Aug 2008 Posts: 589 Blog Entries: 1 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 6% Longevity: 21%	Hahaha! I totally laughed out loud at your Tawanda moment. God, I so needed that right now! I should find that movie and pop it in to watch it. Or the Color Purple. I will not email, text him or call. __________________ We were married under the waterfalls behind the Flamingo in Las Vegas, January 14, 2005.

07-16-2009, 08:12 PM	#4 (permalink)
louisa85 Instigator Extraordinaire Join Date: Jan 2009 Posts: 7,153 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 44% Longevity: 14%	Don't do it! You know you'll regret it! __________________ Keep on keeping on.

07-16-2009, 08:29 PM	#5 (permalink)
Traci08 Not all war wounds are visible. Join Date: Aug 2008 Posts: 589 Blog Entries: 1 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 6% Longevity: 21%	Yeah, I know I will. __________________ We were married under the waterfalls behind the Flamingo in Las Vegas, January 14, 2005.

07-16-2009, 08:38 PM	#6 (permalink)
@bby We kicked Deployments ass together :) Join Date: Feb 2009 Location: Ours:Western PA :) Posts: 2,616 Blog Entries: 1 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 33% Longevity: 12%	for staying strong! i totally commend you on that. i know i would never be able to hold it all together when everything is falling apart. and i know the feeling of being pushed away and its the WORST feeling ever. so to you i hope you pop in a movie and have a great night __________________ may the lord watch between you and me while we are apart Genesis 31:49

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07-16-2009, 07:07 PM	#2 (permalink)
hisgirl7477 Senior Member Join Date: Aug 2008 Posts: 426 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 0% Longevity: 21%	Don't!!!! This is you saying Traci means more to this world than this! Deitrich and I deserve more than this!!!!! If you call him you're telling him his behavior is ok and he can just say, do, and behave however he wants and you'll take it. If you call him, what will change??? Play it out... last time you felt like this and called... what changed??? I've had to walk myself through that so many times. I know exactly how you feel (only less b/c we don't have a child) but i know what pain you're in. Just focus on the amazing, loving, giving, caring person you are - and ask, does he even deserve that right now????? That helps me a lot. Oh and forget the ptsd when you ask that... you have to reach the point where you say "who cares what's wrong with him! this is about me and my son!!!" If you've seen Fried Green Tomatoes... this is a TAWAAAANDAAAAAA moment!!! Huuuugs!!! don't call him. unless something is physically wrong with deitrich or you - try not to call or email. he needs to feel what its like to not have you.

07-16-2009, 08:58 PM	#7 (permalink)
Traci08 Not all war wounds are visible. Join Date: Aug 2008 Posts: 589 Blog Entries: 1 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 6% Longevity: 21%	Thanks. I actually feel great! You guys are the best! __________________ We were married under the waterfalls behind the Flamingo in Las Vegas, January 14, 2005.