I had to quit direct BF because DS has a poor latch and not only was it extremely painful, he wasn't gaining weight well. That was heartbreaking to me, but I figured at least I can still pump. My supply must have dropped from not being stimulated enough, because my supply has been steadily decreasing since we started bottle feeding and having to supplement and no matter what I do, it's just disappearing. Every time I pump I want to cry. I'm down to only getting less than 2 ounces total from both breasts in a 24-hour period. It's just like, what's the point. Maybe it's magnified because of hormones, but I'm seriously so heartbroken over this.
Also, DD is sick with a really bad nasty bug, so my anxiety about him not getting breastmilk is through the roof because I'm terrified he's going to catch it.