It went okay. Upside: I've lost 52 pounds (still have a ton to go though). Downside: That was the most painful pap I have EVER had in my ENTIRE LIFE. I felt like she was ripping me back open I really wanted to cry. haha. Yeah, nothing like labor, but JESUS ALMIGHTY!

We talked about my milk drying up so quickly and she mentioned that it could be because I'm on/have been on zoloft.. Has anyone else dried up like that when on zoloft? My psychiatrist said that it wasn't normal for that to happen, but then my midwife said that was probably the problem.