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Dear Daniel,

by nstarsweetie on 03-20-2009 at 01:09 AM
You will never hear these words, but I need to get this off my chest and this is the best way I know how.

You are the most selfish individual I have ever met. We dated for over a year & a half and for that long you made me feel completely alone. When you would come home, you would put everyone before me. I was stupid enough to let you do it. I made excuse after excuse and people would tell me "he hasn't been home in a long time, let him do what he wants to do" and when

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Today is a New Day

by nstarsweetie on 11-11-2008 at 11:40 AM
Today I'm starting over. I whine a lot about all the crappy things in my life, but I never do anything about them. Well today I'm going to. I put on my big girl panties and I'm taking control! I saw this quote from The Wedding Date and it really hit home

"He's gonna be so sorry he lost you, so stop worrying. Forget the past. Forget the pain. And remember what an incredible woman you are. You do that and he'll realize what he lost."

I am an incredible woman!

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Give This a Go

by nstarsweetie on 11-10-2008 at 08:46 PM
I didn't know where else I could let this all out without feeling whiney, so I decided to try and blog it out.

Some days I don't feel like I'm strong enough to make it through. Every little thing reminds me of ex-db and I've cried almost every day the past 3 weeks. I'm really disappointed in myself because of this. I never cry. Ever. I was raised in a family where if you cry it's a sign of weakness. It just hurts so bad. I've never been this hurt before. I haven't heard from him in

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