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Dear Santa,
Some girls may want lots of cash, or luxurious new cars
Others may want the world, or even more the stars
Some may ask for twilight crap, or for the jonas brothers to kidnapp them away
but my list is different, its simple and easy to say
I dont want a french white poodle with pearl pink painted nails
I dont want a pirate ship, with Captain Jack Sparrow, and flowing dark black sails
Nine-teen, a young age for such a lesson
A life filled with heartbreak, tears, drama, and negitivity. People see me go insane, or what they think is insane, they see my eyes burn with tears, and my hands hands shake with uncertainty, they hear the arguments and see the fights, but this isnt me.
Im the teenager standing in my parents kitchen, who cries while she is doing dishes, because its been a year since he has held me in his arms.
Im the girl, that
I fight, while your in battle
I cry, while your staying awake
I am distant, while you are close to your men
some times i wonder if this was all a mistake.
But then i remember our first kiss, I remember the way you smile and the way you tell me you love me. I remember your touch before you left, and i remind myself of your touch when you return.
The laptop is warm in my lap, a box of kleenax is on stand by, as i feel my world
You ass!!
my perfect prince
You did what?!?
I love you so much
I cant believe you!!
You are so perfect
Love
Fighting, loving, wanting, praying, hoping, trusting, Love
Love isnt perfect it has rusty barbwire, and broken glass burned pictures, and lots of tears. but love is amazing and its even more amazing when its with a military guy (and in my eyes a mairne lol) And with all the
You come home, you tell me you love me.
You kiss me, you hold me,
you lie to me.
you hold my hand in the car
and put your arms around me in the bar.
You lie to me.
I gave everything to you.
never lied never cheated.
even when you accused me of such things my heart remained faithful.
5 fucking years!!! NOTHING but lies!!!
you never loved me.
you