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    Thanks, I could use a hug sometimes.
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    It was, but she's not gone forever. Plus, her husband is home for the winter and they have 5 year old twins that he's home with all day. She's getting so much attention now. She's doing really well there. They also have another dog and a cat that seems to like her. Another one is supposed to be going to my mom's soon. I don't know when that'll be . . it took weeks of rescheduling for Lola to go until I was finally okay with it.
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    They always want to be touching me . . all of them. They would totally eat the yarn if they got ahold of it. I actually am down a dog. She's staying with my friend because I can't emotionally handle all of them right now.
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    I still don't see a big difference though, but at least I'm doing it. I doubt I'll look amazing by court, but I don't think I will ever consider myself amazing though. Yes, I did go to the knitting class too. I have a partially finished scarf, that's all though. It's hard to knit with all the dogs!
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    I still don't see a big difference though, but at least I'm doing it. I doubt I'll look amazing by court, but I don't think I will ever consider myself amazing though. Yes, I did go to the knitting class too. I have a partially finished scarf, that's all though. It's hard to knit with all the dogs!
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    I've been doing pretty well during the week, but not so great on the weekends. I've been doing the shred about 5 days a week and eating around 1200 calories a day. Then the weekend comes and I get lazy. I have too much free time on my hands, which equals eating. I haven't been drinking though. Thank god I kicked the constant drinking habit.
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    The holidays aren't going to be anything special . . I'll go to my mom's for a little Christmas day and then go back home to hang out by myself. Seriously, all of my friends are married and have families . . no one can ever do much of anything I need to come back down there and have fun with you! One more month until court and then hopefully I'll have something to celebrate!
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    How drama . . geez, sorry I missed the beginning of that or I wouldn't stood up for you I've never seen you hostile and personally think you're a sweetie. I need to come visit you in MD again soon to get away from my miserable life here!
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    Hello! Are you still coming to Socal in February? If so, we MUST grab a martini or five. Looks like things are going well with the boy. I like seeing you so happy!
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    Ouch, I'd need a fully stocked bar too! I'm glad you guys had a great weekend.
    I'm not up to much new. I'm trying to be happy, which is a major task on it's own. I don't know how to cheer up. I'm working on my diet and exercising because when I go to court in January I WILL look good, even if I don't feel it. I will not let them see me a mess. I hope once court is over I can start to feel better. I'm so depressed and it sucks. It's like I'm stuck and trying not to annoy my friends by talking about it.
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Day 2

by LoveKiss on 03-31-2009 at 03:11 PM
I'm desperately trying to reconcile the person I thought he was with the liar he turned out to be. I don't know if I will ever be able to wrap my brain around what he has done. All I knew was a lie from the very first moment we met. I cannot imagine doing what he did. I just don't have that kind of callous disregard for others. I cannot make sense of anything. It hurts so bad. I had to wake up this morning and tell myself that this was day 2 of living the truth, even though it seems like such a

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Not getting any better

by LoveKiss on 03-22-2009 at 01:34 AM
Well it's 2:30am and I'm still awake. I'm pretty sure that says something about my mental health. I was up until 3am last night, sobbing and freaking out. Tonight I am fine, but I still can't fall asleep. I seem to be perfectly fine and semi-normal for a week or so, and then I just completely lose it.

The falling apart days are getting worse. It's becoming harder for me to stay in control of my emotions and step outside of them enough to objectively look at things. I am starting

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screw it

by LoveKiss on 03-20-2009 at 11:52 AM
Today is one of those days where it seems like it would be so easy to say screw it and walk away. We haven't talked for 6 weeks. I'm sending e-mails to an account that hasn't been checked since early February. I'm calling a phone that's turned off. I'm in a fucking relationship with myself. He doesn't even seem to exist anymore. It seems like it would be so easy to say fuck it all and not look back. I know I can do this, but today I've lost sight of the reason why I'm doing this. I'm the world's

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Dear E,

by LoveKiss on 03-11-2009 at 02:06 PM
I love you, crazy ass. Now get your fucking ass somewhere near a fucking computer so you can check your fucking e-mail and see that I am fucking dying to hear from you. :mumble Stupid fucking deployment. Fuck it all.

Hugs and kisses,
Me :lovekiss
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And the beat goes on

by LoveKiss on 03-06-2009 at 03:27 PM
28 fucking days. We are sooooooo having a conversation when he gets home about how he needs to get over his aversion to sat phones, and calls home in general, when he is far, far away from a computer. 28 days is entirely too long for him to go dark. :gaah. I just want to laugh with him. It's been an incredibly frustrating week at work, and laughing with him is such a wonderful cure. I miss my boyfriend. :sadeyes
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