I completely understand where you're coming from. I think my problem is that I'm just in limbo. I want to get a degree in SOMETHING so that I have it just in case anything eer happened to Daniel, but in all reality, I just want to be a sahw. Well, a sahm, but that's just not even an option for us right now. If only we were rich.

then again I have those days when I want a career. See.... I'm just :nutso I really don't know what I want. Throw the Navy in there and I'm just screwed in the making a decision department.
We actually don't get COLA here. I don't know why. I think they just took it away recently which sucks, but oh well. That's kind of our luck
