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Where have you been?

The cooking class was Saturday. And we had a good time. BUT that fucker is MARRIED.

How's your weekend?

So I sent the three line email. Basically saying it was fine. If he was done then I am too. It was direct and a little cold. But not bitchy. Now I just sit here and wait for him to be miserable.

I heard from him... Not good... Seriously need to process. LOL I might flip out soon. I will be on yahoo all day if you are around. Thanks!

Hey! Do you use yahoo messenger? ascillalagos@yahoo.com is my addy there if you do. I use it alot. I hope he is thinking of me. I just feel like he has written me off and has no desire or intention of being with me at all. I don't know. It is so hard.

I spent today doing busy work at my house to keep my mind off of things. It was a gorgeous day. I was asked on a date by this guy at work. I said no of course then wondered if I was being stupid. ARGH! I think I am going a little crazy...

Haha yes. Less terrified is good!

I am super swamped today. I will write more later. No word yet though :o(

I created a new group! I would love for you to join! Happy Friday!

Haha! Don't tell me that! I will be in Chicago all the time!

He and I used to talk almost every day. At this point I haven't spoken to him since Sunday. I am trying to not be pushy and to give him some space. It is really hard though because I want to make him understand that pushing people away because he is having a hard time is NOT the way to go... I don't know *sigh* What do you think?

How did you meet your boyfriend?

Oh! I love Chicago! Great city. I live in Albuquerque NM. Not nearly as exciting as Chicago! My best friend used to live in Chicago so I would go up and visit her. I miss her being there, now I don't have an excuse to go.

I am doing ok. It has been a rough week or two... How are you?