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But he might not take R&R. I was really looking forward to him coming to see me but I guess it makes sense for him not to being that he wont be coming until Dec. and they come back in Jan. I just need to see him. I get to talk to him every night but its not the same as being able to see him. I love him so much he is all I can talk about. Someway the conversation ends up with me talking about him. Well I guess I can wait until he gets back stateside it just gonna be a tough wait.
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Well I'm still missing my DB so much. I havent seen him since he came to TX on block leave. Lastnight he asked me if I would come to AK and be with him before he PCS back stateside and I gave him a stupid answer. I told him it depends on how things are going for me. I mean as far as jobs and finances and he just got quiet. Well I wasnt able to sleep after I had told him that because I know he was thinking that I might leave him while he is deployed which is far from the truth. I love him so
Well it has been one week since I got to spend time with my DB and it has been hard. He deploys this year and I have never delt with a deployment before. I cry all day off and on when I think of him leaving. We are in a long distance relationship so I dont know why all of a sudden I'm missing him so much. I was suppose to go to AK to visit him this month but I was unable to make arrangements for my kids so I could not go
He had bought tickets to the ball for us but he did go because