his phone got shut off

[dominique.]

i called when i woke up, like i always do, and i got the "sorry but the ******* you're trying to call hasn't paid their phone bill so you're **** out of luck if you think you're going to get in touch with them. please try your call again later sucker."


he gets paid tomorrow and it'll be back on tomorrow. he hasn't been working so he is broke, yada yada yada. this just irks me.
i wanna talk to him. i'm whining. the end

OH and, I haven't smoked a cigarette since about 1-2pm, it's now 12:18.......
i usually smoke a pack a day.

[PrOuDaRmYWiFe08]

I hate when I get the damn automated messages! I get some crazy Afghan lady sometimes when I call DH and I want to tell her "Shut the hell up, I dont want to hear it Biatch" Well go and smoke a damn Cigg.

[dominique.]

Originally Posted by PrOuDaRmYWiFe08 I hate when I get the damn automated messages! I get some crazy Afghan lady sometimes when I call DH and I want to tell her "Shut the hell up, I dont want to hear it Biatch" Well go and smoke a damn Cigg.

I'm supposed to be quitting..... I have one left. It's taunting me. Dad has cancer we found out Monday. Mom is on a quitting kick now. Which means for me.


I WANNA LIGHT IT SO ****ING BAD!
but if i do, then I dont have it anymore..... kwim?
you cant understand if you're not a smoker, idk if you are.

[PrOuDaRmYWiFe08]

Well then Extra and for you! Sorry about your dad, its probably best you quit. You should probably keep the last one for desperate times And no Im not a smoker but my mom smokes like a pack or more a day and she has tried to quit like a millon times! But you can do it!

[dominique.]

Originally Posted by PrOuDaRmYWiFe08 Well then Extra and for you! Sorry about your dad, its probably best you quit. You should probably keep the last one for desperate times And no Im not a smoker but my mom smokes like a pack or more a day and she has tried to quit like a millon times! But you can do it!

it's taunting me though

()

[mtaylor]

I feel you on the smokes...I have one left (which by now it's probably stale as hell) and have not smoked at all today. Normally I'm a pack a day smoker...use to smoke half a pack until DH left for BCT and with the stress it went up.

You can do it!!!

[dominique.]

Originally Posted by mtaylor I feel you on the smokes...I have one left (which by now it's probably stale as hell) and have not smoked at all today. Normally I'm a pack a day smoker...use to smoke half a pack until DH left for BCT and with the stress it went up. You can do it!!!

I have it in my hand. Not lit. It like, feels good there lol. I'm so close to lighting it. Gaah

[PrOuDaRmYWiFe08]

Originally Posted by dominique. I have it in my hand. Not lit. It like, feels good there lol. I'm so close to lighting it. Gaah

NOOOO...YOU CAN DO IT. PUT THE CIGG. DOWN. Nice and Slowly

[dominique.]

Originally Posted by PrOuDaRmYWiFe08 NOOOO...YOU CAN DO IT. PUT THE CIGG. DOWN. Nice and Slowly

I think it's okay between my fingers as long as I don't light it.




Hopefully lol

[PrOuDaRmYWiFe08]

Im not sure I can trust you....Maybe you should get a fake one just to hold! Alot less temtation...