The Distance

[RainierLT87]

DB has been at NTC for about 3 weeks now...we have no communication (I did get a few txt before he went in "the box" but for a few weeks now nothing). I guess I stuggled at first, but with finals now, and soon moving home for school for the summer, and starting up my new internship which will require a bit a travel for training (right around when DB gets back) I worry that things are changing so fast, and I can't share or tell him anything with no communication, and it makes me feel like he's gone..disappeared, and I just keep moving...the distance seems to be so long right now. I guess what scares me the most is that his deployment is coming up and will this current feel of increasing distance grow more? I don't want it too, and I do feel deployment has more communication than he's allowed now. I miss him so much, its just such a weird feeling to have him not there at all, and have all these huge changes happening.

Sometimes these LDR's are just hard!

[GatesGirl]

i know how you feel. im graduating high school this year and i feel like so much is happening to me, but i cant share it with DF. he hardly knows about what's going on in my life, except for what i have time to tell him. one hour a week is not enough time to communicate.

hang in there

[Evie]

It's hard. I get that way, too. Everytime DB & I have gone without communication, at some point I've felt like I have so much to tell him and he's just not around so I can't. I have a little bit of that going on right now, actually. But he's going to be back REALLY soon and it will be like he was never gone. Promise. I know what I'm talking about, I've done this once or twice.

Oh, and I'm so sorry that I haven't PMed you back! I'm really bad about it sometimes and I tend to disappear.

[lindsay]

i feel ya girl! i was thinking about the same thing when i was driving today...just think- on the other hand, we are getting very independent as a result! and that is a good thing imo!

i've been wanting to tell josh a handful of things for the past 2 or so weeks, but i haven't gotten a chance to cuz i want to say it on the phone/webcam but his life is crazy right now in iraq, & we just talk here or there for a few mins on IM/email! hopefully tomorrow lol

btw your siggy quote is so sweet!

[Lynnette1990]

Have you tried writing him letters or emails so he's in the loop even if he can't read them right away?

[Becker's wifey]

i feel ya!
i find that to be the most difficult...not being able to tell him all the little things that happen...

[RainierLT87]

Thanks guys! I do write to him almost everyday....but its like sending emails to myself..I know it will be awhile before I get a response, just miss him alot. Haven't heared his voice in so long it seems! But I am holding up, thanks for the encouragement!