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  1. Lauralicious
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    Confused I belong here.....

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    Throughout the course of almost 8 months, my whole world started crumbling down.
    DH and I were together since 2008. He legally adopted my daughter, we went through deployments, countless underways, 3 years of a long distance relationship, and many more things.

    I am not sure how it all started, or when we stopped being...well. US. I could sit here and list all the things he did wrong, but then I would have to sit here and list what I did wrong, in order to find out what we BOTH did wrong, and when we decided enough was enough.

    I loved my husband with all my heart, I still love him. During our last days, I begged him. I cried, I almost got down on my knees for him , and nothing could convince him to stay. Not even counseling. I suggested it, and told him maybe we needed someone neutral without biased opinions, someone that is not on either or side, and he didn't even want to try it anymore. We both hurt each other a lot during our last months together, and he said he couldn't simply move on from that.

    So, after being with him for 6 years, married for 5, it has come to an end. He is going to file for divorce, and right now, he's not even talking to me, or even seeing me. He avoids me at all costs. He said he would be there for Anahi (DD) but that's it. He doesnt miss me, he doesnt love me, he doesn't want to be near me anymore.

    So here I am. I've been away from a lot of things for the past 8 months, and I've lost a couple of friends along the way. I am not sure whawt stage of this break I am in. I have cried my eyes out, I dont think I have any tears left, I've been angry, I've felt sick to my stomach and now, I am just numb. Nobody except for family knows, and now MSOS as well. Even coming here hurts because HE is the reason I stumbled across this forum. I often posted threads about missing him, loving him, wanting to be with him. And now, I am posting about him filing for divorce.
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  2. we were all rooting for you
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  3. I'm not drunk, you're just blurry.
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    Oh no hun I'm so so so sorry

    I know it hurts right now. Even being on here, I know you said it hurts but know you have a lot of support. My PM box is always open! I'm really sorry again I hope your heart heals soon.


  4. Come along with me, misery loves company.
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    I'm so sorry
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    that is really rough. I am sorry you are going through this.

    You deserve someone who wants to be with you. If he wants to throw it away, it is his loss. I hope you can find peace soon.
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    I'm so sorry, Laura
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    I am so sorry
  8. Wibbly, wobbly, timey, wimey stuff.
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    I'm so sorry
  9. The name says it all!
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    Oh honey, I'm so incredibly sorry. Feel free to pm me if you want to talk to someone.

    DH: Thank you. ME: For what, babe? DH: For being you.




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    I'm so sorry. Do you think it's for the best in the long run?
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