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    It hurts so much

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    To know he's been checked out of this marriage since the day I left Hawaii to come to Maine in hopes of settling and waiting for him to come here. As I mentioned in a previous post he said he had slept with multiple women, then he took it back and said he made it all up to make a point. Well I just went to NC to see what was up and to figure all of this crap out. When I got my laptop back from him I discovered that he has been looking up escorts and been chatting with girls on some hook up sites and facebook. And this started not even a few hours after he dropped me off at the airport that first day of our LDR for what I thought would only be a month or two. I feel so disgusted and angry and sad. I keep asking myself what the heck I did, where I went wrong? Everyone's telling me it's not my fault and I know it isn't. But it just hurts so much. And I hate that I still love him. I know I can never be with him again, but I miss being able to talk to him. He may not have considered me his best friend, but he was mine and I've lost it all. He's strung me along the past two months. Here I was thinking he still loved me and wanted to be with me, yet he was looking for other girls to hook up with. And when I went down there he was lovey dovey at times and a complete dick towards the end. I HATE HIM! And I HATE that I still frickin love him. I wish that I could just not care like him. This isn't phasing him one bit. I hate it!
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    I know you said others have said this, but you did nothing wrong. He is the one who should feel disgusting. Please PM me if you ever need to talk.

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