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    Sad XXX more weeks :(

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    ExDB was supposed to come home for R&R in approximately XXX weeks. It just hit me. I was counting down for 4 months...and it just slipped out of my grip. Why does it bother me so much? He still won't talk to me. I had a nightmare about him last night. Well...I suppose you can call it a nightmare. He showed up in the place where we grew up and kept hugging me. Saying that he was sorry and that he loved me more than anything. And...I kept screaming, "Why?! Why did you hurt me?". That's all I said for a long time while he tried to hold me. Then I ended up just melting into his arms the way I used to and began sobbing. I was begging him not to leave...just like I did the night he left for Germany. I made him promise to not forget me and no matter what that he would always come back to me. I woke up having an anxiety attack...it was terrible. I hate this so much. I just wish it would stop.
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    I don't recall seeing previous posts about what happened or if you had closure or not but maybe these feelings and dreams will go away if you do get your closure. I hope you do break ups are so hard!
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    I'm so sorry!
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    that is rough
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    Quote Originally Posted by HollySunshine View Post


    I don't recall seeing previous posts about what happened or if you had closure or not but maybe these feelings and dreams will go away if you do get your closure. I hope you do break ups are so hard!
    I haven't really been on here because it was difficult for me to see all the pictures of me with him, but I never truly got any closure. He basically just disappeared.
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    hope your feeling okay hun
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    Sorry about the opsec, PITA. I forgot to mention that he's actually not coming home. Their unit got locked down. Two morons went AWOL. Soooo...he's not even coming home before shipping out to Afghan.
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    Sorry about that.



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    I hate those dreams I'm sorry

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