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    I don't want to be here

    I never thought I would come onto this part of MSOS. I hate not knowing where I'm gonna go from here. I know I'll be fine, but I really feel empty. Everyone's already trying to set me up with people but I JUST broke up with DB, why the HELL would I want to jump right back into dating?? I'm still head over heels in love with DB and I know he is with me. Give me time to be by myself and cry.

    DB is not a bad guy at all. We both have so much going on and I know this is the last thing either of us want to do right now. So PLEASE, to my friends who are implying that he is so horrible for all of this, just stop. Leave me alone if you're going to be like that.

    And to the friend who IMed me . . . . WHAT THE FUCK!?!? Don't IM me and pretend that you care about me when all you want to do is talk about the fifteen year old that you wanna screw. You're 22. If you're genuinely concerned for me, stop making it about you. I'm trying to cut you out of my life because of stupid stuff like this.

    I feel sick to my stomach. I want this all to be a bad dream. I want him to call me right now and say "HEY PUNKIN-HEAD! Just kidding!! You didn't really think we were done, did you??" I mean we've made it through so much, how come all this stress got to us? I feel like I failed and it's all my fault, even though DB reassured me time and time again last night it wasn't.

    That's my best friend . . . . how do I say "see you later" to my best friend?
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    I am so sorry!!
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    I wish I had some words of wisdom, but I don't. I just have a hug to offer you. I hope you start to feel better soon and if you need to talk or vent or anything feel free to PM me!

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    Im sorry hun.
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    Sorry Hun. Be strong. Also, kick your friend's ass. 22 and wanting a 15 year old is friggin sicko. I'd call the cops myself if a "friend" ever acted on that shiz.

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    I'm sorry girl, your friends mean well, however sometimes friends don't know how to go about these things. I remember when I broke up with my ex all of my friends were ready to set me up with other people. I feel your pain. PM me if you need everything. You will get through this.
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    I'm so sorry sweetheart, I PMd you earlier about the whole situation so you already know my take. Don't worry, you can ALWAYS pm me if you need me okay?

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