I ended it...

[RunAwayLove]

and its a good thing for both of us we had a good conversation about it
i of course cried the whole time i am sad i just cant do the back and forth thing especially when i know he needs to focus on everything going on over there

kay: i think your right on this break thing...i need a break too so take your time and get back to me on what you really want and while youre at it stay safe
Travis: oh yea, you need a break?
kay: until you figure out what you want yes...i dont want a break but we kepe going back and forth and its stressful and i feel like youve got alot going on so i just want you to figure out what you wnat and then let me know
kay: so all im saying is take a step back and figure out what you really want and if thats me ill be here
Travis: well lets be close
Travis: ill always love you
Travis: but i focus on surviving
kay: i understand
kay: thats whats important to me too trust me
kay: and i have to remind myself all the time you have much bigger things to focus on


obviously not the whole conversation but some important parts

so i guess its ok we both agree it was the right thing to do and if we get back together we do if not we dont

[tinsygrl]

I'm sorry sweetie!

[lemc81]

[TheBryTree]

[RunAwayLove]

thanks i know its the right thing and i guess they are right when they say sometimes the hardest thing to do is the right thing...

[Germanchick]

I am so sorry

[cheerkelly]

I'm sorry.

[BJo]

I don't know if this is permanent but it sounds like you two really respect and love eachother

[OneRed911]

Originally Posted by RunAwayLove thanks i know its the right thing and i guess they are right when they say sometimes the hardest thing to do is the right thing...

I understand completely. I'm in the same situation. I know we're not right for each other in the long run but it's so so hard to let go now.

to you and if he's the one for you then he'll come back to you.

[RunAwayLove]

Originally Posted by BrittanyJo I don't know if this is permanent but it sounds like you two really respect and love eachother

i dont know if its permanent either i basically told him when he figures out what he wants we will talk and ill reevaluate everything...we really do respect each other and i think thats why it turn inot some screaming match he understands where im coming from and vice versa...and we both love each other alot i think were just in the wrong place in our life right now his job just got a million times harder and like he said he has to focus on staying alive and that im sure is overwhelming in itself