I know I should be more sad about this but, honestly, a girl can only be so jerked around before you're just glad it's over.
I'm at that point.
So finally there is closure in this sham of a relationship he's been leading me through by the strings of my heart. He's been leading me on and making me think we actually had a chance together and today he made it clear that we really don't unless I become something that I'm not and never could be even though it would have been easier for me in the long run.
So he loves me but cannot compromise on the religion issues. He loves god more he says.
I could vent and rant and make an ugly scene about religion and why it makes people so closed-minded and stupid...but I know not everyone is like that.
I will say, though, that this is one reason I never could subscribe to christianity...if it tells you that you have to love some unseen "being" more than a flesh and blood person standing in front of you giving their whole heart to you...there's something supremely fucked up about that.
So to make one final point...I'm not leaving the boards...I still love you gals way too much to do that. The military might've brought us together but it's friendship that keeps us together.
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