I miss being loved romantically. I have 19 1/2 more weeks of this and the first couple were easy and now the past couple days have just bee rough. I've been with him for so long and we have so many memories everywhere I go I remember him. I miss him. Some days I want to grab some stuff and just drive and be away for a couple days but I have responsibilities. It just sucks I want to be held at night. I want to be told good morning. I want my daughter to have her dad around. And nights I don't sleep I try but I lay there and just think.