This is the first time I actually feel...

[rae582]

SUPER depressed about my bf being gone. Just found out today there's some stuff going on with my family (I b*tched about it on the venting forum already, haha) and I wish so much that he was here. I need a hug. I love those cute little smiley face hugs too but they're just not the same

I know things will be better tomorrow but for now I feel that horrible tight feeling in your chest when you're trying not to cry. I wish I could just call him and talk to him like normal. This sucks. For the first time this really, really sucks because a huge chunk of my support system is half a world away. And I can't lean on him the same way (not that I do that often anway!) because I know he's probably already stressed. I wrote him an email to tell him all of what's going on with my family but it's just not the same as actually talking to him!

For now I'm just BLEH, forget about today stupid Wednesday, I'm going to bed! I wish I was at home instead of a stupid hotel. Stupid work training that makes me travel to North Carolina.

[landerson324]

We all have those days so it's okay to have those feelings. It's okay to cry and I can relate with the drama with family. So hang in there.

Also, I noticed you are in Kansas. What part? I am in the Kansas City area.

[chelley]

hang in there!!

Originally Posted by rae582 For now I'm just BLEH, forget about today stupid Wednesday, I'm going to bed!

But hey! The week's halfway over!! Yay!

[dollface]

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[silverrein]

I totally feel you here. These days just suck.

[Cassanoodle]

Maybe you should just cry.. letting it out might make you feel better. I hope things get better!

[Amalee]

Keep your head up! It will get better for ya!

[Jenna]

I know exactly how you feel. You're right though, tommorow is a new day! Hang in there.

[CoutureGirl]

Originally Posted by rae582 SUPER depressed about my bf being gone. Just found out today there's some stuff going on with my family (I b*tched about it on the venting forum already, haha) and I wish so much that he was here. I need a hug. I love those cute little smiley face hugs too but they're just not the same I know things will be better tomorrow but for now I feel that horrible tight feeling in your chest when you're trying not to cry. I wish I could just call him and talk to him like normal. This sucks. For the first time this really, really sucks because a huge chunk of my support system is half a world away. And I can't lean on him the same way (not that I do that often anway!) because I know he's probably already stressed. I wrote him an email to tell him all of what's going on with my family but it's just not the same as actually talking to him! For now I'm just BLEH, forget about today stupid Wednesday, I'm going to bed! I wish I was at home instead of a stupid hotel. Stupid work training that makes me travel to North Carolina.

So sorry you are having a bad day. I hope today was better. Was your DB able to write you back?

We're always here when you need support. I totally understand not wanting to stress him out and that's an amazing thing. Very unselfish. Very caring. I just remember that "this too shall pass"
It literally keeps me going

[RNAshley]

I know its hard & everyone has those days. Sorry you're having a hard time. I'm sure he wishes he was here for you!! Hope it all works out for you.