[ i received an email from DF, he hardley ever sends me emails let alone emails with so much meaning behind it. anyways i read this email at work and it brought tears to my eyes. honestly we may be a world away while he's deployed in iraq and i'm stuck in iowa but i feel like i fall more and more in love with him as each day passes. this email was just something that reminded me of why i love him so much
so here's part of the email i wanted to share with you all
PART of the email from DF:
I have been working on my self as a person.. i want to further myself as a soldier and a leader, i want to get promoted. Most importantly i want to futher myself as your lover

i want to make you happy i am trying to be the man that you can be proud of! i really hope you see that...... this deployment has made me miss you soooooooooooo much, honey i think about you all the time. if im not thinking about you i am thinking about us and what we are going to do with our lives together, our house, our lives, and our own little family( you, me, and maybe a puppy). well the reason i am writting to you tonight is because it has been a while since i have really told you how important you are to me. you are the one that holds me up when i start to fall, your the one that takes care of me when im down, and your the one that keeps me in line! honey i love you with all my heart. you are my everything. I just wanted you to know that i love you and miss you dearly!

i miss him! ]