My Deployment Song

[GummyBear]

I heard this song for the first time today and can not stop crying since I have heard it. It is everything I wish I could say to my DF if I were able to hear his voice. I would sing this song with all my voice if it would reach him.

I can not believe two people so in love can be apart like this.. It doesn't feel right to not have him here with me where his home is and where he belongs. I would rather have stupid fights with him everyday than feel this hollow hunger that seems to be eating me from the inside. I spent my life lost... and now that I have been found, the cure to my life's pain is away from me.

I think I realized that for the first time today and it is killing me.

Here is a link to the song for the ladies who feel like I do now. The song is really adorable and it is too bad there's no official video yet:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdtpyWHe-wY
(No idea what the tv show is btw)

[mraynee88]

I've noticed that you post alot of videos/songs that relate to deployments, being overseas, etc.

I really just think that you're making this harder on yourself by making it your focus of attention 100% of the time. You need to find something else to think about. Find a hobby that you can work on. Read. Take a book and go to the park, or to a coffee shop. Enroll in some classes.

I hope things start to look up for you.

[redhead_navygf]

It's Kyle XY

[GummyBear]

Originally Posted by mraynee88 I've noticed that you post alot of videos/songs that relate to deployments, being overseas, etc. I really just think that you're making this harder on yourself by making it your focus of attention 100% of the time. You need to find something else to think about. Find a hobby that you can work on. Read. Take a book and go to the park, or to a coffee shop. Enroll in some classes. I hope things start to look up for you.

Hm I post funny videos that usually cheer me up... this should have been the only sad thing I've posted?? hmm

[LuvMySailor4ever]

That is a sweet song!Thanks for sharing.
Deployments can be hard and if music helps you like it helps me than i think it's a good idea. Music really helps me cope but i mix it up with upbeat and slow beats...that way i'm not always sad. Everyone handles deployments differently!

[GummyBear]

Ah yeah I just had a music channel on in the background and they came on... I am a music addict so I, of course, looked up all their music and found this song. Needless to say it was 5AM he hasn't called in a week, and I lost it. Really the first time I have cried mush since he left... it is more that he isn't calling and it isn't because he is busy....

So.. I dunno.. blah