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jessicagibson · 09-08-2009, 01:43 AM

I am having the hardest time keeping everything under control. My emotions are crazy. I have pneumonia and I cant sleep and I am so sick and busy that it feels like I am about to freak out a bit... I talk to my man on the phone and I love hearing from him but I get so worried between calls... I know logicaly I should not get this worked up but being sick and all this crazy family business going on right now seems like its almost too much too take....

BreeBee · 09-08-2009, 01:46 AM

I know exactly how you feel right now... I havent heard from DB in idk maybe three days? seems stupid but i'm going crazy. To the point where I feel like I need to just let all my emotions out so i've been sitting here tonight watching "military videos" on youtube... they all end up being really sad songs and videos...but the problem is that I thought a good cry would make me feel better... and it didnt

That was a really stupid idea to watch those videos because now i'm even more worried. ugh

I get like this inbetween phone calls too ha dont worry. I think its just because I am feeling sick this week and I've got a lot of things going on at the moment with school & work & i'm moving :p

jessicagibson · 09-08-2009, 10:06 PM

Thanks its good to know that I am not alone in all my worry!!!

BreeBee · 09-08-2009, 10:15 PM

yup

This site helps a lot too. Honestly I felt so alone until this site.. no one understood but here everyone does so its really nice. And I'm a bit of a worry wart.. for just about everything. Esp. with DB being gone. sometimes i'll frantically call his mom asking if she's heard from him.... I get a bit crazy but just remember that they are trained very well and they know how to do their jobs

09-08-2009, 01:43 AM	#1 (permalink)
jessicagibson You can't ruin ANYTHING by adding CHEESE.... Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: Washington State Posts: 18 Blog Entries: 7 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 0% Longevity: 4%	oh my... I am having the hardest time keeping everything under control. My emotions are crazy. I have pneumonia and I cant sleep and I am so sick and busy that it feels like I am about to freak out a bit... I talk to my man on the phone and I love hearing from him but I get so worried between calls... I know logicaly I should not get this worked up but being sick and all this crazy family business going on right now seems like its almost too much too take.... __________________ *May tonight's sunset bring me ever closer to your loving arms...*

09-08-2009, 10:06 PM	#3 (permalink)
jessicagibson You can't ruin ANYTHING by adding CHEESE.... Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: Washington State Posts: 18 Blog Entries: 7 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 0% Longevity: 4%	Thanks its good to know that I am not alone in all my worry!!! __________________ *May tonight's sunset bring me ever closer to your loving arms...*

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09-08-2009, 01:46 AM	#2 (permalink)
BreeBee lalala :D Join Date: Jul 2009 Location: me: pa him: Afghanistan Posts: 145 Blog Entries: 1 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 8% Longevity: 5%	I know exactly how you feel right now... I havent heard from DB in idk maybe three days? seems stupid but i'm going crazy. To the point where I feel like I need to just let all my emotions out so i've been sitting here tonight watching "military videos" on youtube... they all end up being really sad songs and videos...but the problem is that I thought a good cry would make me feel better... and it didnt That was a really stupid idea to watch those videos because now i'm even more worried. ugh I get like this inbetween phone calls too ha dont worry. I think its just because I am feeling sick this week and I've got a lot of things going on at the moment with school & work & i'm moving :p

09-08-2009, 10:15 PM	#4 (permalink)
BreeBee lalala :D Join Date: Jul 2009 Location: me: pa him: Afghanistan Posts: 145 Blog Entries: 1 Classifieds: (0) Activity: 8% Longevity: 5%	yup This site helps a lot too. Honestly I felt so alone until this site.. no one understood but here everyone does so its really nice. And I'm a bit of a worry wart.. for just about everything. Esp. with DB being gone. sometimes i'll frantically call his mom asking if she's heard from him.... I get a bit crazy but just remember that they are trained very well and they know how to do their jobs