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12-17-2007, 10:36 AM
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HE LEAVES TODAY!!! BROKEN HEARTED!
So today is my 23'rd birthday and needless to say its not a good one. I am so sad & heart broken right now cause today is also the day Malcolm leaves to go to Afghanistan. As you can possibly imagine I have been in tears all day and probably will be for a while. I really don't want him to go but I know how much he loves his job and I am proud of him for that. I know its not permanent but it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I am more scared than anything. I don't want anything to happen to him. All I want is for him to come home to me and our kids. I am gonna miss him so much. I am to the point that I can't breathe from this. It hurts everything hurts. I just want him back home with me. I wish I could just be in his arms right now. The worst part is I dont even get to say goodbye cause he is in MS and I am in FL right now. What kinda **** is that I can't even kiss him or hug him goodbye. I think that is what is hurting the most. I don't know what to do with my time. I feel as if I am about to just lose it. I have repeated to him that this isn't goodbye just a really long I'll see you later. But it doesn't mean its not killing me. Why do I have to go through this. Finally I am happy and more in love than ever and this is what I am dealing with. Dear god just help me get through this. I feel more alone than I have ever felt before. All I wanna do is crawl under a rock till he comes home. I wish this was all over already. It hasn't even really begun yet and I already want it to be over. But I will say this I wouldn't trade this for anything cause if this is what I have to go through to be with him then I will go through this and so much more. Cause come hell or high water I will be by his side.
I love you Malcolm  
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12-17-2007, 10:39 AM
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 Don't crawl under a rock... spend some time with us!
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12-17-2007, 10:45 AM
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Defnitely don't crawl under a rock. It will make the time drrraaagg.
 There are lots of understanding people on here to talk to.
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12-17-2007, 10:54 AM
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Happy Birthday! Do something special for you today
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Hang in there hun! It takes some time but it will get better. I'm sure its not going to be one of you better b-days, but I hope you are able to do something for you day 
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12-17-2007, 11:21 AM
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I'm sorry sweetie deployments always suck.
I don't think your supposed to put the date he's leaving though so you might want to fix that. 
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12-17-2007, 11:24 AM
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Happy Birthday! It's going to be hard, most likely the hardest thing you will ever have to do....stay strong.
we are all here for you!!!!! Happy Birthday!!!!!
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12-17-2007, 11:27 AM
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I'm so sorry this all had to happen and on your birthday. Like all the other ladies have been saying, try to go do something special for you. Even if it's just something little that might comfort you in some small way. The connections I have made on this website have helped me in indescribable ways since my DB left. We'll do everything we can to help you get through this!
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