nana_bear15

[MmySuperSoldier]

aww for the 1st bathroom getting done!!
But bummer that he is a little wishy washy about the color. Aww.. I hope your able to talk her to the dentist soon.

I am doing good. I have been going to the gym almost everyday and I get to talk to DH a lot more. He received my letter page letter today. (some of it were stories from that hoochymail website). And I posted in the Dear SOS about my money problems with him. But hopefully in time things will get better. I lost about five pounds in the past week and a half.. so I am beyond thrilled about that. I just hope it keeps going down and not the opposite way

But I was at a job interview for Starbucks and was told that I was in his top priority.. and he said he would call today or Monday. SO !! I am so excited because it is a 40 hr a week position.. phew. it'll help out a ton with our debt. Also I am going back to school through online courses and school starts on tuesday. So. yay!! Than my bday is Sat and I'm planning on just going to the movies or something because I was going to go to a Halloween Haunt but no one wants to go.. goobers!!..
Anyhow.. hope all is well!!

[nana_bear15]

sounds like you have had a good week!! Snaps for you on the job and school!! I just tried on my old pre prego jeans, and they fit!!!

[MmySuperSoldier]

sweet!!! Thanks! How is life treating you?

[nana_bear15]

Good, how are you doing?

[MmySuperSoldier]

Life is good. Got to have an incredible conversation with DH yesterday for almost two hours and we got to talk about a lot of things.

My husband, Malcolm, was so thrilled about getting to talk to me that the whole conversation was so positive and it made me fall in love with him all over again. Well.. the night before we had a verbal issue because of his money problems and giving out money to people. So I told him how I felt but he was feeling under the weather, so he was taking it out on me. so umm needless to say it was a bad conversation. So the one last night made me feel A LOT better.

He read my letter and told me what he liked about. And he told me the sweetest things. It made me tear up just hearing him say it. He told me he missed seeing me. And every time when I was asleep before he left for work he would kiss me. (I knew before he told me because I would wake up right as he was going out the door and I felt him kiss me a few times.. that is what I woke up to )

Well in addition to kissing me before he went to work. he told me he also kisses me (when I am sleeping) when he goes to the living room. I know it's all mushy stuff, but it really made my day. On top of the fact that when I said that made me tear up because I do the same for him. And when he is sleeping I just admire him because he is so gorgeous and he is so peaceful in his sleep. Well that made me tear up and he said he was also starting to get teared up. Aww.. how sweet!! I love my husband!!

Sorry this was kind of lengthy!! How's life? The twins? Do you get any you time to relax? How's hubby? Hope all is well

[nana_bear15]

what a way to wake up. I miss the alarm clock going off at an early insane hour! Josh is good, twins are good, i got to take a bath last night. I am so nervous Josh is talking to a lawyer today to find out if his parent command can get him in trouble to hopefully in a few hours we will know if there really is a possibility that he can get NJP'd. So nervous. It has been a good day so hopefully go things will keep happening!!
I am so glad you had a nice convo, it was starting to sound like you really needed it. Just thing it will be over soon!! Oh and congrats on the four lbs lost girly!! WooHoo!!!

[MmySuperSoldier]

Oh man. I replied to this yesterday, but my computer was acting funny.

:Yay for you receiving the chance to take a bath. Aww.. sorry to hear about your alarm clock.

Today has been an okay day. Last night I broke down to DH about all the stress I have been having and than Starbucks hasn't called back, so I feel like crap. And for some reason my mind just isn't the same today. I have weird thoughts about DH cheating on me, even though he has done nothing to make me think that.. I need to stop reading to much into the things I read on here. Anyhow hope all is well with you.

[nana_bear15]

You are doing fine. Everyone has those "is he cheating on me, how would I know, what would I do thoughts" Just throw all of them away!! Chances are he is not cheating on you!! I am sorry the stress got to you, you are doing to good!! I am sure that you will find a job soon. The economy is going to the crapers so you have to be a little more patient!!! Take care girly!! Sounds like you need a bath not me!

[MmySuperSoldier]

Yes..I was able to get an amazing full body massage on Friday. And I am going to a day spa with my mother tomorrow. All due to my bday on th 18th.. well today technically. Anyhow hope all is well with the twins and your DH! Anything fun and exciting happening? How is the remodeling of your home going?

[nana_bear15]

We are all gravy, less than a month left!!!! 87% on the donut thingy!! woohoo. Aren't you lucky full body massage!! Well with the few last days you have been having sounds like that would have been the perfect remedy!! Well Happy Birthday!! I hope you hear from DH and you get a cute birthday present!! Remember the one with no name on it....that one is from me Let me know what you did for your special day!!!