I'm up playing solitare when "Winner in a Loser's Game" comes on by RASCAL Flatts:

" Have you ever had to love someone that just don't feel the same?
Trying to make somebody care for you
the way I do is like trying to catch the rain
And if love is really forever i'm a winner at a losing game "

I cant sleep lately cuz my Marine has been on my mind a lot. Sometimes it seems like he has no interest in getting to know me, or even the polite causalties like "How was your day??" Hes polite but he never thinks to make small talk, just wanna know hes willing, seeing as he texts everyday. I already know he is better at chatting over the phone but sometimes a little can be a lot!!