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  1. Homecoming is soon!

    by , 04-07-2009 at 07:47 PM
    Matt told me on Skype the other day:

    I am really looking forward to getting off the bus and seeing you

    all pretty and dressed up

    looking like my baby

    oh baby its ok if you cry when I come back

    its the going away part that breaks my heart

    I can dry your tears when I am there

    I thought about all the times that I had come back and nobody was there for me

    not one person has been there
  2. new place

    by , 04-04-2009 at 09:32 PM
    so we've just moved to ft. sill which kind of sucks because i was just getting use to ft. bliss and actually starting to talk to people. im a very quiet person until i get to know people which sucks cause then i dont get to know as many people as i really want. im just hoping that here i can actually start talking to people fastre then i did down there. i just dont want to be the only girl around all guys like it normally is with me and my husband! oh well we will have to see what happens. ...
  3. Day 2

    by , 03-31-2009 at 03:11 PM
    I'm desperately trying to reconcile the person I thought he was with the liar he turned out to be. I don't know if I will ever be able to wrap my brain around what he has done. All I knew was a lie from the very first moment we met. I cannot imagine doing what he did. I just don't have that kind of callous disregard for others. I cannot make sense of anything. It hurts so bad. I had to wake up this morning and tell myself that this was day 2 of living the truth, even though it seems like such a ...
  4. going a little crazy maybe

    by , 03-29-2009 at 12:29 AM
    I just need to let my heart pour out here.
    I feel like I am drowning. my heart aches. things are so bad right now. financially we are making headway but emotionally my marriage is on the rocks. I just feel so withdrawn and unloved. it has been nearly a year since he informed me of his affair and still i wonder and waiver over everything that happened and how we are going to recoop from it.

    I just feel at a loss, not only because of the affair although that is on my mind a ...
  5. Looking for south carolina ladies

    by , 03-24-2009 at 12:35 PM
    are there any out there ?