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I am telling you, I am horrible at this blogging thing lol. I logged in today and decided to update my blog because I received this amazing email from another spouse who is going through some of the things I went through during a deployment a few years ago! It's crazy looking back on that time... Not even a full year after he got back from deployment, we got married and moved ALLLLL the way across the ocean to Aviano, Italy. Talk about change!! Now almost 3 years later we are less than 6 months ...

Hello All! Or shall I say...CIAO! So this is the first chance I have had to blog since arriving in Italy last Wednesday. First let me say, this is such a gorgeous country! We haven't really had a chance to venture out an enjoy things in Aviano, but from what we have experienced (like the FOOD!!), it is amazing!

It has been quite an adjustment getting used to moving to another country. One of the biggest things for me would have to be the time difference. In Italy, we are 6 hours ...

It is amazing how a year can change things so drastically in relationships, especially military relationships. Sometimes for the good and other times for the bad. I know this first hand....

If you read some of my previous blogs, I had just met my boyfriend in September 2011. I found out about a month into the relationship that in exactly 6 months, he was going to be deployed for 6 months, but I didn't care. I liked this guy so much that I knew if I really wanted it to work, then ...

I have to learn to accept i will never be anybodys go to girl. I will never be anyones best friend, or sister or maid of honor. its always the bitch that treats them wrong that's the main one. while I treat all my girl friends great and i'm nothing compared to the girl who stole the boyfriend away, cursed her out ect.

I am tired of being alone all the time. I want to be with my boyfriend for once. i kinda feel like just giving up. hes not affection online and its just. I want to feel loved and appreciated. guys all over the world nver hesitate to throw out a compliment, with DB i have to fish for one and even then i might not get one. I am lonely. Tired. frustrated. I want to walk away from this but i know if i do i will regret it.