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April Lynne

I'm not sure why I'm not scared!

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by , 09-29-2008 at 09:43 PM (1905 Views)

So DB came to town last weekend and we spent every waking minute together and I was in heaven the entire time, I cried the entire 2 hour drive back to Fort Hood to drop him off and I feel myself falling deeper and deeper in love with him everyday. What worries me is that there is no hesitation, I have some serious trust issues from past relationships and with every other guy I've pulled back...I've always felt like I was being smothered but I can't get enough of him! I can see myself with him for the rest of my life, I can see us as an old couple and that's honestly the first time that's ever happened!! The basis of this blog is that it scares me that I'm not scared about the future with him, I can talk about kids and buying a house and not feel like I'm just making fake this how it's supposed to feel?? Is it just supposed to fit?? Does this mean that he's THE ONE?? I keep that he is, I would love nothing more than to wake up with him every morning for the rest of my life!

I don't know, these are all the things that are running frantically through my head at the moment...

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  1. Stephy913's Avatar
    he could be the one.. just let go and go with your heart things will always work out <3
  2. abg23's Avatar
    I know exactly how you feel. Follow your hearts desires, and be happy and ready for whatever comes. Embrace it all.