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Dear Daniel,

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by , 03-20-2009 at 01:09 AM (871 Views)
You will never hear these words, but I need to get this off my chest and this is the best way I know how.

You are the most selfish individual I have ever met. We dated for over a year & a half and for that long you made me feel completely alone. When you would come home, you would put everyone before me. I was stupid enough to let you do it. I made excuse after excuse and people would tell me "he hasn't been home in a long time, let him do what he wants to do" and when I got mad at you because you ignored me, they would make me feel horrible about it. You should be ashamed of yourself. You twisted everything around and made me feel bad when I didn't want to do what you wanted to. God forbid I wanted to go on a normal date. The only alone time you ever spent with me when you came home was when you wanted to have sex. You made me feel like a nobody most of the time. But when you were the most amazing man I have ever met. I don't know how much blame I can place on you for all of it because like I said earlier...I let you treat me this way.

But not anymore Daniel. You hurt me bad and I'm done with it. I'm letting go of all the pain. I'm letting go of all the hurt. I'm letting go of you.

Part of me is always going to wish that we were together because I loved you. But you made it obvious that you weren't being true when you said that you loved me. I'm going to go find someone who will mean it when they say it. Right now I wish that I could be talking to you and tell you how much I miss you and love you...but you ruined that. I can never forgive you for how much you hurt me. For playing me. For lying to me. All you ever talked about was being faithful and honest and loyal. You can't even live up to your own values. I hope you're happy with the decision you made. Because if you come back, I'm not going to be here. I'm done waiting for you.

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