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Today I'm starting over. I whine a lot about all the crappy things in my life, but I never do anything about them. Well today I'm going to. I put on my big girl panties and I'm taking control! I saw this quote from The Wedding Date and it really hit home

"He's gonna be so sorry he lost you, so stop worrying. Forget the past. Forget the pain. And remember what an incredible woman you are. You do that and he'll realize what he lost."

I am an incredible woman! I have so much going for me and I'm tired of feeling down all the time because of him. He may be happy with this new girl, but if not, he will realize what he lost. We were one of those on again off again couples, but I never broke up with him for someone else. It was because I couldn't figure my life out. He admitted to me that he still loves me, but wants to see if he can fall in love with her. If he's willing to throw away real love, then I'm not going to be sitting here waiting for him to come crawling back. I'm taking my life back.