Military Significant Others and Spouse Support -


  1. I'm excited..

    by , 06-21-2008 at 04:38 PM
    I have a new car which I absolutely love. :cp We are taking it to IL in July to break it in. :teehee

    I have great friends that are helping me through life right now. If I didn't have them I'd be going out of my mind right now.

    I start school in August. I'm getting my Bachelors degree in Hospitality Management. Josh and I's dream was to always open a restaurant. He would man the grill and I'd take care of the business end of things.

    I'm going to see Mike ...
  2. This should be interesting..

    by , 05-25-2008 at 10:18 PM
    Mike and I have talked about anything and everything you can think of. We've talked about Josh and Maddie, my fear of never being able to concieve children, my wanting to be married again and be a mom, my desire to go back to college, my fears of starting over life at 24 years old and many many more things. He's been understanding of everything and that's one of the reasons I have such strong feelings for him. He has so many great qualities that Josh had that I admire in a guy.

    Obviously ...
  3. Starting over STEP 1...

    by , 05-19-2008 at 07:40 PM
    Starting over STEP 1:

    I talked to my UOP enrollment counselor today to figure out what all needs to be done to get my Bachelors Degree. I need to get my name changed (yes never did it while I was married. Can you say procrastinator?). Then once I get that accomplished I'm going to call him up and they are going to enroll me. The classes are 5 weeks long and you only take one at a time. I'm hoping this will help me to keep my mind on something and not just be twiddling my thumbs. ...
  4. If I could do anything right now..

    by , 05-18-2008 at 11:00 PM
    If I could do anything right there are several things I would do:

    1. Slap the shit out of my doctor that I have. Everytime I go to see her she puts me on MORE meds. I'm up to 5 medications DAILY.

    2. Slap the shit out of Josh's mother until she wakes up and realizes she's not the only person that has lost anything. I'm the one who has to start over from scratch. She still has her husband, her other son, her job, and her home. I'm back under my mom's roof at 24 years ...
  5. Life is overall confusing right now..

    by , 05-17-2008 at 01:29 PM
    I have so much going on I don't know if I'm coming or going half the time. I'm dealing with people that are just pissing me off and I'm about ready to just shut the whole world out. I'm trying to be happy and move on but some days its harder then others. I have days where I don't think about all of the events I went through and then other days where just seeing that folded american flag I just lose it.
    Everyone keeps telling me I'm a strong person and quite honestly I'm sick of hearing it. ...