Sarebear26

OK well. Sean ( exdb) has started talked to me and he admited. to what I alredy thought. he cheated on me. he says that he didn;t want to hurt me and that he is a bad person. who needs to change and he really wants to. we have been talking all weekend long. I even got to talk to him on the phone. I do care about him. no matter what he did. He understands that i can't trust him right now. but he is really trying to earn back my trust. I told him its going to take a while and that i can't gaurentee that i will want to get back with him and that we need to be friends right now. he is soo freaking sweet though. we both have feelings and we were both scared to get too attached agin too fast. I don't know what to do. I want to give him a second chance. not to mention there is a few other guys I would like to give a chance to if they wanted it. but really i feel a strong connection to Sean. ugh maybe i just need to roll with the punches and just let things happen. and deal with it then. hes coming to see me when he gets home from Deployment. Oh well I just needed to get this all out.. I need to clear my mind so i can do homework.