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  1. Tower.

    by , 12-28-2008 at 12:54 AM
    I am so annoyed with myself and frustrated. Nothing seems to be getting better or changing for me. I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I wish God would just pull me out, but He seems to not want too. My life is always me, me, me.

    I wish it was about someone else. I wish, I was loving someone again. I realize though, the man I want will only come in Gods perfect time, not when I want it. I hope and pray it isn't 10 years from now, but if it is, I accept that, and realize ...
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  2. Still Here.

    by , 12-22-2008 at 01:25 AM
    It's seven thirty in the morning when my alarm goes off. The vibration above my head underneath my pillow makes me pop my head up. Instantly the bright light from the window in my room pierces my eyes. I quickly shut my eyes, then re open them as I grab for my cell. Quickly hitting snooze on my phone I lay back down. Rolling to my left side, I pull the covers over my head. Reality starts to set in, as I slowly wake up. Another day of routine life. Another day, of knowing that the love and passion ...
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  3. when Boredom becomes Obsession

    by , 11-24-2008 at 12:33 AM
    I can't breathe, the road ahead of me twists and turns. My mind seems to be turning as fast as the four wheels that move me. I grip the steering wheel with my small hands and see a ring on my left hand flash in the sunlight. I have worn it since I was thirteen. I feel naked without wearing it, but I so desperately want to get rid of it.

    Will someone want me? Will someone replace this road ahead of me with an adventure. Take this old ring and put on a new one. Ask me to go and live ...
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  4. To Love Again

    by , 11-17-2008 at 07:17 PM
    To Love Again
    I awake to feel the sheets wrapped around me legs and my comforter half off my bed. The sun is shining through my window. With my sleepy eyes I look to find my phone on my night stand and quickly check the time. After making sure I haven't slept in or missed class I lay back down, and memories flood me. I am lucky to have loved that much and to have such a beautiful time in my life. But now in this early morning it seems that love will never come again. Time seems to stand still ...
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  5. Fading Away

    by , 11-12-2008 at 07:25 PM
    I stand in the middle of a room. People swirling around me. I feel like I suddenly start to fade into the background and the wall in that room starts to consume me.

    This is how my life feels right now. I feel like I am slowly fading into the cracks of life. That no one will ever notice me. Life has too much pain to many mistakes.

    I have messed up so bad. I don't know where to go from here. My faith in God is there but I feel like I can't go to Him. Not right now. ...
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