You ask if I know what is love

Because you’ve seen my jealous fears

You waiting for a sign from above

Cause you swore you’d shed no tears

Sometimes its true, I’m afraid

Though I know there’s no reason to be

You’ve broken through my shield of jade

And given me reason to hand over my hearts key

There’s just something about you

How we fit together so well
...

Feeling light

but bored as hell

dreaming of flight

even though before i fell

ready for fun

while just sitting and waiting

missing the sun

god, this place i am hating

i need to get out

and breath the fresh air

i just wanna shout

and feel the wind in my hair

i need to be free

and fly like a dove
...

What’s the price of a smile?

is it real high?

Do i have to wait awhile?

What do i have to try?

I got to get away

I have to go

So maybe I can feel happy someday

and not always feel so low

there’s nothing left for me here

It only drags me down

i dont want to be anywhere near

or for sure i know i’ll drown

one day i’ll make...

at first i was just in pain

not knowing what was wrong

but now i’m a fallen agel lost in the rain

Am i going to be here long?

i’ve never been normal

everythings always been hazy

nothings ever been too formal

now they’re saying i’m going crazy

They’ve locked me up

away from the sun

I’m just a beaten pup

needing more safety then fun...

This hate I feel in the pit of my heart

Is yet only comparable

To the pain of a swift poison dart

But oh so more unbearable



It stems from the insecurity

The one that lingers so deep

They thought it a sign of immaturity

They didn’t even think of the secrets’ I keep



Buried deep inside of me

They do torture my soul

Stunting...