well me and DB were talking the night before he left for predeployment training. and it was innocent enough. we were getting off of the phone because he had to leave first thing in the morning and i had class. I told him that i loved him as i usually did. usually he doesn't say it back. But that night i asked him if he loved me too and he said he did. That made me so happy. Im surprised i didn't write about it sooner. I know that he loves me and i told him to say it when he's ready to. I guess he's...

You ask if I know what is love

Because you’ve seen my jealous fears

You waiting for a sign from above

Cause you swore you’d shed no tears

Sometimes its true, I’m afraid

Though I know there’s no reason to be

You’ve broken through my shield of jade

And given me reason to hand over my hearts key

There’s just something about you

How we fit together so well
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I miss DB already and hes not entirely gone yet. i just wish i coulda saw him before he left sigh! i pray that he writes me a letter tho writing isnt his style he'd rather email me. so i'm sitting here doing my math homework talking to my sister on FB lol. and I just cant stop thinking about DB. i wish he didnt have night shift. we would be able to talk alot more

Feeling light

but bored as hell

dreaming of flight

even though before i fell

ready for fun

while just sitting and waiting

missing the sun

god, this place i am hating

i need to get out

and breath the fresh air

i just wanna shout

and feel the wind in my hair

i need to be free

and fly like a dove
...

What’s the price of a smile?

is it real high?

Do i have to wait awhile?

What do i have to try?

I got to get away

I have to go

So maybe I can feel happy someday

and not always feel so low

there’s nothing left for me here

It only drags me down

i dont want to be anywhere near

or for sure i know i’ll drown

one day i’ll make...