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Hardest week ever

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by , 01-17-2009 at 01:38 PM (675 Views)
Well it has been one week since I got to spend time with my DB and it has been hard. He deploys this year and I have never delt with a deployment before. I cry all day off and on when I think of him leaving. We are in a long distance relationship so I dont know why all of a sudden I'm missing him so much. I was suppose to go to AK to visit him this month but I was unable to make arrangements for my kids so I could not go He had bought tickets to the ball for us but he did go because I wasnt there. He spilled his guts to me lastnight about how he feels about me and I was touched. I was married before and didnt even feel like this with my ex-husband. He loves my kids and they love him I'm just so greatful to have him in my life. He said he has never felt this way about anyone before so I hope that is a good thing. I try to express how I feel to him when we talk on the phone but I can only do it when we are texting each other. I love him so much. I feel lost without him. I just cant wait until he is back with me and the kids.

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