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missing my fiance

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by , 01-16-2009 at 03:37 PM (859 Views)
brant has been gone for over 2 months now.. this is our second deployment together and its not any easier than the first.. in fact, its harder! i feel so empty inside. i live for phone calls and emails. im stressing out so bad about EVERYTHING! when he comes home we are getting married... and i have to plan it all. i got to the point this last week of giving up. i hadnt talked to him in a while and well.. i dont know many people on here so i felt alone almost. i sat down and started an email explaining to him how i wasnt sure if i could make it... just too much for me to handle and before i signed my name at the end he called me! it was amazing how he could feel me from so far away. when i said hello he said "baby, wheres your head at?" i broke down and he talked to me for 34 minutes. he assured me of everything. i feel horrible. he is the one away from home and he is the one comforting me. so backwards!

looking back i cant see how i could ever consider giving up on him, us... man i needed to hear his voice so badly.. and there it was.

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  1. Aaronsgirl2009's Avatar
    I understand where u are coming from. my fiancee aaron is in korea and i am in ny.We are recently engaged and im doing most of the planning for the wedding. I miss Aaron so much . It is funny how we are suppose to be strong for them and sometimes it winds up them being strong for us . If you ever want someone to chat with my yahoo is devilsgirl_76
  2. HLDobbs1's Avatar
    Hey amber. My fiance just deployed to iraq. Its a lot harder than I thought it would be. Its our first deployment together and I was a nervous wreck after 3 days.... True but sad. I started freaking more when I didnt' get any emails or calls for 7 days. It was horrible. But he called yesturday and I know how that call can help you out. If you need someone to talk to, I have yahoo im - onlynurdreams48423@yahoo.com and aim - HLDobbs1. I'd love to talk to you or maybe you can help me when I need help. Its much to hard for one person to handle on their own. Hope to talk to you soon.
  3. bbrown20's Avatar
    Hey Amber. I'm Brittany. My fiance is deployed also, and I feel ya on how much it sucks!!! I totally get how planning a wedding alone is hard. We are gettin married 2 months after he gets home. It so stressful. If you ever need to talk you can im me brittay6896 or send me a message on here
  4. bbrown20's Avatar
    Hey Amber. I'm Brittany. My fiance is deployed also, and I feel ya on how much it sucks!!! I totally get how planning a wedding alone is hard. We are gettin married 2 months after he gets home. It so stressful. If you ever need to talk you can im me brittay6896 or send me a message on here