Charity

I've got exactly ### months until Jake gets home. I've got exactly 65 lbs to get to my final goal of 160. I would LOVE to hit my goal by my birthday, June 17th, and spend the rest of the summer/fall toning up. I have to do this. Lately I've been in such a slump that I haven't felt like doing ANYTHING. I keep watching episodes of the Biggest Loser and see Rebecca - who started at my starting weight and is damn close to my goal weight. She was eliminated last week and on her "Where Are They Now?" ...

I can't believe that this deployment is almost over! 5 more weeks! Some days it feels like I was just standing in Jake's driveway kissing him goodbye...it's amazing how quickly these six months have gone.

It's been eight days since I heard from Jake. I know - he's busy and he's got things he's doing...but it doesn't make it any easier on me. *sigh*