Starshinebrite22

SO Chris has been gone for almost a month. Definately not the easiest month of my life. And sometimes the days seem to fly by, others seem to drag on for all eternity. I didn't think it was possible to miss one person SO much. I'm getting spoiled right now though, he's called me every morning for the past 2 weeks..and webcam dates on the weekends. I'm not looking forward to the time when we get to talk once a week if that. I know it'll probably happen sometime within this year,that doesn't mean I'm anywhere near ready for it though.
But I've set a goal for myself while he's gone. I'm eating healthier and working out. My goal is to lose 25 lbs by July (R&R). I started Wednesday and I've already lost 2 lbs. And after tonight I'm cutting my drinking back to like once or twice a month. I eventually plan to quit smoking, but thats a little much at one time, so I'll slowly but surely work on the smoking thing.

I'm just doing my best to try and stay strong for him. It's hard, its REALLY hard... but we've kinda gotten into a routine.. and I have amazing friends and family behind me through this all =)