UPDATE #2:

we are NOT pregnant. So now we wait till thursday to talk to the RE and see when he wants to schedual our "Tubal Flush"

i was really hoping this would be our month... that way DH would be here for the birth... i guess we will just keep trying
Update: so my urine test came back negative at the RE's office this morning. we are 15dpo...they sent us for a blood test and wont know the results until tomorrow maybe wednesday. If that comes back negative as well he wants to flush my tubes and try another round of clomid... idk if i wanna try again... i mean this was our last chance for me to carry full term and have DH be here for the birth, if we try again he will be gone

idk if i wanna be here on this island with a 2 1/2 yr old and no family when it comes time to deliver...i just kinda feel like things are comming to an end..
Is our appt with the RE, ahh im seriously sooo nervous. We are hoping for that

but im worried we arent gunna get it

we will be 15dpo...that is an alright time to test and have respectable results right?!?
I personal feel like we are little symptoms here and there such as cramping and veiny boobies...but at the same time i cant help but wonder if its all in my mind
I will be happy to have results tomorrow....