I feel like I"m going to lose it. I can't believe he's going to be gone for 7 months or maybe even more.

I feel like the world is going to stop.

I"m so damn scared.
I just wanted to thank you ladies for all your support. He's gone, and I don't really know what to think or feel. I would be balling right now but my head feels like its going to explode. I hope that it gets easier. And I really hope that time flies. I miss him so much already.