[Soldierslove08]

I didnt honestly think I would get here but here I am. My DB and I are going to part ways. Its been great to have all the support and talk with all you great ladies.

As far as he and I go I have no clue what other option I have then to leave. I am constantly covering how I feel just so not to cause a fight. its not at all right and its not fare to me. Its to the point now that I am getting sick over it cause I fake it when we talk and say nothing is wrong but then when I do bring it up nothing changes. The situation is really complicated and its been going down hill for a while. I am just now finally tired of trying to fake it. Its not making me happy and its not healthy while pregnant. Its time to put baby first and thats just what I plan to do.

Thanks again girls for everything. i think I may take a few days at least away from here just to colect my self and try to start feeling better.