Hes gone
He left about an hour ago! DD didnt even want to hug him or kiss him goodbye. I could tell it broke his heart. If this is how she acted for just a boat DET I cant imagine how shes going to act when he doesnt come home for 6+ months!
I did good though, I didnt cry today and we just sat together holding the girls and talking to some friends, like nothing was going on. So far I guess Im ok, just feels like hes at work
when he doesnt come home tonight it will hit me!